my 25th birthday....

my birthday today...
Alhamdulillah syukur pdMu Ya Allah, kerana msh memberi peluang utk aku hidup di muka bumi ni sehingga saat ini..wpun aku sentiase lalai dlm menjlnkn suruhanMu... Ya Allah, sesungguhnya engkaulah Maha Pengampun, ampunilah dosa2ku.aku adalah hambaMu yg lemah lagi hina...Ampunilah dosa2 ku Ya Allah...Amin..pd mak yang melahirkan akak, terima kasih mak...wat ayah,terima kasih ats didikan yg diberi...akak cube menjadi anak yg terbaik utk mak n ayah..sdh lak aku rs tetibe...pd abgku yg berada di srwk, thanks for ur wish wpun slh tarikh.. same la ngn adik aku ecai slh tarikh gak..xpela mugkin korng ade perkara yg lbh pntg... aslkan igt wpun slh date,ttp memberi makna wat diriku..pd adikku lina, thanks coz pg2 dh wish...pd tunangku,thanx.. tpt pkl 12 mlm call pastu nyanyi lg happy birthday... terharu sgt..mgkn sbb sblm nie die terlupe birthday aku..apelg merajuk la aku..heheh..hadiah mane..ku menanti hadiah drmu..hehe..x sbr nk jumpe...pd kwn2 yg wish,zila,muz,dyg,ct,kak yus,susu,has,fatah,kak iza,odah thanks kay..;-)

my birthday today...
aku tidak megharapkan ape2 cume ign mejadi seorng hamba yg lebih mendekatkan diri pd Nya,menjadi ank yg soleha serta berkongsi "journey of my life" bersama org2 tersayang dan rakan2...peace..;-)

i got a new spec.. spec lame ade tp sgn nk pki sbb mcm kanak2 riang sgt... so colurful. hee... lgpun spec tu framenye tbl sket so akn men'defect'kan tudung aku...pas amik spec, aku g cuci rambut then wat facial...aku rs loneliness sgt ari nie.. aku g sorg2 je... smlmnye rumate aku ckp nk tmn... tp nape ntah suddenly die mcm bad mood je..mcm mrh2..ckp ngn aku pun nk xnk...aku ade wat slh ke..mmmm ntah la kdg2 ssh kt nk predict seseorg tu cmne..biarlah.stress sbb study ke.aku pun study gak, tp xde la aku nk wat muke ke ape ke wpun mcm mslh2 ade..hanya Allah swt yg tahu.biarlah kan... blk dr wat facial, pak uda n mak uda aku dtg bw aku kuar mkn..maybe sempena aku dh abis blaja n blk dah.. b4 that dayang showed her courtesy by treating us at secret recipe.. thank u dyg...nk abis ni, rs mcm ari2 mkn free lak..heee.. ape2pun sdh coz pasni x tau bl akn jumpe lg...

cramming for our last paper at the lib..

both of u look soooo sweet...hehe one from michigan and one from libya..





busuknye rambut die nie...muz dh bape lame ko x cuci rmbt..

pics during presentation

saje2...

I just got back from mock presentation with Dr Ali..started at 10.30 and finished at 1.00pm..jijah n muz were also there..after that, went to jusco...i bought koko krunch... konon2 nk diet la tp xde maknenye..hehe.. xpela nnt dah cuti start la ber'exercise' blk..want to be hot stuff before start to work...cilok ayat dyg...hehee... back to my project,I'm very lucky to be supervised by Dr.A... he is very kind,helpful and sporting..this is one of the reason why i choose to this project.. a supervisor who willing to help even if u asked him a simple question..i dun know why, maybe foreign lecturers are more easy to get in but i'm also not negating that local lecturer is hard to company...this is just my opinion from my view... as what people always said that the love comes from the eyes are always wrong... actually, i'm not really interested with this project... my project based on the electronic packaging..how come i know more electronic base while my study is more to materials...right now, nothing is impossible... nk seribu daya, x nak berdalih2 leh bg..heee...i carried it with full of patient until it completed. with the help from the peoples around me esp kak aisyah.. including the technicians lab even one of them sgt "kerek"..(nk layan yg lawa2 jer).. eee x suke betul. and tomorrow i will present for what i have done...i hope everything will going smoothly...to the frens and those who (ade ke yg berminat bc??)have read my blog wish me luck kay...ok peace...;-)

kenangan interview..

hari ni, tetiba aku rs mcm dipergunakan oleh seseorg...xpela, sape la aku..maybe die ade reason tertentu... bak kate pepatah,kwn biar seribu... so byk lg kwn2 aku...yg penting niat aku utk membantu... biarla, benda kcl je.. xnk la pk psl ni..lbh baik aku pk psl kabinet yg baru nie.. serious mmg x amik port psl isu2 semasa sjk kblkgn nie..yg tau pun pm je...yg lain x tau lgnsg...mmm malunye...igt lagi tiap kali ade interview yg relate ngn goverment ayah aku mesti suh igt name2 menteri..aku pun sbuk2 la print...heee...kngn ms interview yg aku xleh lupe ms nk g interview kpli... konon2 nk jd cikgu..ms tu lum dpt lg offer dr unimap...ayah aku siap pakse aku pki blazer lg... sbb die x yakin ngn aku, die siap tggu aku smpi nk msk pintu blk interview tu..last2 alhamdulillah berjaya interview tu..yg klakarnye ayah aku ckp mcmni"tu la ayah ckp pki blazer dpt extra mark"....tp aku x g pun sbb after that aku dpt offer dr unimap.. ni aku nk present ari isnin nie ayah aku setiap kali call akn igtkan aku psl baju...ayah aku amat menitikberatkan penampilan dn kekemasan..thats why umah aku sentiase kemas.. hrp2 tunang aku mcm ayah aku jg sbbnye kerajinan aku ikut mood..hehehh.. mari kt same2 tgk senarai barisan kabinet...yg dah tau tu x yh tgk la kay...smoge kabinet baru ni berjaya menjalankan dan membawa amanat rakyat dgn jayanye....


PERDANA MENTERI: Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak
TIMBALAN PERDANA MENTERI: Tan Sri Muhyiddin Yassin
MENTERI DI JABATAN PERDANA MENTERI
1. Tan Sri Dr Koh Tsu Koon (Hal Ehwal Perpaduan & Pengurusan Prestasi)
2. Datuk Seri Mohamed Nazri Abdul Aziz (Hal Ehwal Perundangan dan Parlimen)
3. Tan Sri Nor Mohamed Yakcop (Unit Perancang Ekonomi)
4. Mej Jen (B) Datuk Jamil Khir Baharom (Hal Ehwal Agama Islam)
Timbalan-timbalan Menteri:
1. Datuk Liew Vui Keong
2. Datuk Dr Mashitah Ibrahim
3. Datuk S.K. Devamany
4. Ahmad Maslan
5. T.Murugiah
MENTERI KEWANGAN: Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak
MENTERI KEWANGAN II:DATUK AHMAD HUSNI MOHAMAD HANADZLAH
Timbalan:
1. Datuk Chor Chee Heung
2. Datuk Dr Awang Adek Hussin
MENTERI PELAJARAN: Tan Sri Muhyiddin Yassin
Timbalan:
1. Datuk Dr Wee Ka Siong
2. Dr Mohd Puad Zarkashi
MENTERI PENGANGKUTAN: Datuk Ong Tee Keat
Timbalan:
1. Datuk Abdul Rahim Bakri
2. Datuk Robert Lau Hoi Chew
MENTERI PERUSAHAAN, PERLADANGAN DAN KOMODITI:
Tan Sri Bernard Dompok
Timbalan:
1. Datuk Hamzah Zainudin
MENTERI DALAM NEGERI:
Datuk Seri Hishammuddin Tun Hussein
Timbalan:
1. Datuk Wira Abu Seman Yusop
2. Jelaing anak Mersat
MENTERI PENERANGAN, KOMUNIKASI, KESENIAN DAN KEBUDAYAAN:
Datuk Seri Utama Dr Rais Yatim
Timbalan:
1. Datuk Joseph Salang Gandum
2. Senator Heng Seai Kie
MENTERI TENAGA, TEKNOLOGI HIJAU DAN AIR: Datuk Peter Chin Fah Kui
Timbalan:Noriah Kasnon
MENTERI KEMAJUAN LUAR BANDAR DAN WILAYAH: Datuk Seri Shafie Apdal
Timbalan:
1. Datuk Hassan Malek
2. Datuk Joseph Entulu anak Belaun
MENTERI PENGAJIAN TINGGI: Datuk Seri Mohd Khaled Nordin
Timbalan:
1. Datuk Dr Hou Kok Chung
2. Datuk Saifuddin Abdullah
MENTERI PERDAGANGAN ANTARABANGSA DAN INDUSTRI: Datuk Mustapa Mohamed
Timbalan:
1. Datuk Mukhriz Mahathir
2. Datuk Jacob Dungau Sagan
MENTERI SAINS, TEKNOLOGI DAN INNOVASI: Datuk Dr Maximus Ongkili
Timbalan:Fadillah Yusof
MENTERI SUMBER ASLI DAN ALAM SEKITAR: Datuk Douglas Uggah Embas
Timbalan:Tan Sri Joseph Kurup
MENTERI PELANCONGAN: Datuk Ng Yen Yen
Timbalan:Datuk Seri Sulaiman Abdul Rahman Abdul Taib
MENTERI PERTANIAN DAN INDUSTRI ASAS TANI: Datuk Noh Omar
Timbalan:
1. Datuk Johari Baharum
2. Datuk Rohani Abdul Karim
MENTERI PERTAHANAN: Datuk Seri Dr Ahmad Zahid Hamidi
Timbalan:Datuk Dr Abdul Latiff Ahmad
MENTERI KERJA RAYA: Datuk Shaziman Abu Mansor
Timbalan:Datuk Yong Khoon Seng
MENTERI KESIHATAN: Datuk Liow Tiong Lai
Timbalan:Datuk Rosnah Rashid Shirlin
MENTERI BELIA DAN SUKAN: Datuk Ahmad Shabery Cheek
Timbalan:
1. Datuk Razali Ibrahim
2. Wee Jeck Seng
MENTERI SUMBER MANUSIA: Datuk Dr S.Subramaniam
Timbalan:Datuk Maznah Mazlan
MENTERI PERDAGANGAN DALAM NEGERI DAN HAL EHWAL PENGGUNA:
Datuk Ismail Sabri Yaakob
Timbalan:Datuk Tan Lian Hoe
MENTERI PERUMAHAN DAN KERAJAAN TEMPATAN: Datuk Kong Cho Ha
Timbalan:Datuk Lajim Ukin
MENTERI PEMBANGUNAN WANITA, KELUARGA DAN MASYARAKAT:
Datuk Seri Sharizat Jalil
Timbalan:Datin Paduka Chew Mei Fun
MENTERI LUAR: Datuk Anifah Aman
Timbalan:
1. A.Kohilan Pillay
2. Datuk Lee Chee Leong
MENTERI WILAYAH PERSEKUTUAN: Datuk Raja Nong Chik Raja Zainal Abidin
Timbalan:Datuk M.Saravanan

Where there is a will there is a way..

Lately, i feel lazy to update this blog.. Once, when my fingers start to dance on the keyboard, automatically the mood is gone… lots of things in my head right now. Its not much actually but I’m the one who made it difficult.. The presentation which should be on this Thursday were postpone to next Monday.. huhhh.. its not sound like that i feel relieved… the truth is my heart will palpitate more longer…feel like the time move slowly…. Furthermore, the thesis is still in progress…till now the discussion just reached about 30 pages… why I’m soo slow.. even I have some references, but the ideas hard to come out.. The corrosion test on Friday but I’ have not study for it…. How many “but” in my life…ooh no…I must change.. after this a lot of challenge is waiting for me..don’t just know to give the reason but try to solve it.. don’t let the feels overwhelmed me…I should motivate myself.. I know, I must work hard .nobody can help except my own self…nobody can change it except myself too..I must think like the others think… how they work…how they can become successful…remember that where there is a will there is a way…InsyaAllah…

today...

alhamdulillah, now i can have breathing steadily although it's not 100%...hehe.. all of my lab works finished today..now just concentrate writing a report and prepare for the presentation which will be on 16th of april...i really2 want to give the best one and i will try on it...

InsyaAllah, just have 1 month to finish my study...then i will go back and not come here until the convocation..since studying here from december2007, i' ve feel,face and learned a lot of things including the sweet sour of emotions..there are too much if i want to write here.. just let i keep them in my heart and remember them as a learning process to make myself become more tough by facing the days after this.... but for sure i will miss all my frens here esp dayang.. me n dayang have been together since we first met during postgraduate briefing... and we become more closer after that..we do n share a lot together... studying, eating,gossiping,gym'ing'... even dayang is a genious and superb, she never say no to help me...she always willing to help and teach me in whatever.... that is dayang.....

mmm i think i should stop here .... wanna to sleep and have a rest...having bad flu and sometimes cough... tomorrow i must go to the utm's clinic... can't stand more with all these..